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Carmina Fuentebella

I have my mind floating somewhere in the midst of reality and fantasy. Care for a cup of tea?

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Crisis
Saturday, March 30, 2013
If there's one thing I have to go through again, I guess it's moving on. Things will always be changing and people who can still stay with you despite challenges are the one who are meant for you. Don't worry. It's only in a matter of 6 whole weeks. It would be better to end it before it's too late, right? It feels so hard to begin with but I know things will go through smoothly later. I just know it! There's always a bright side in everything!

Starting today: 5 weeks and 6 days. :) 


And thus She Appears
Sunday, January 1, 2012
BOOM! I popped out of nowhere. Just came to wish this 6-year-old blog a happy new year! Weeeee! 2010 here we come!


Unknown Cause
Friday, July 22, 2011
I shouldn't be sad but why am I feeling this depressed? Why? Maybe I find it really hard to accept things the way they are now... That's right, I'm in DENIAL stage. [silently cursing the world]

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It's Now or Never
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Honestly, the title has nothing to do with what I'm feeling right now. Well, moving on, I haven't been posting for sometime. I just don't want to look back. My birthday was fine... although there were a lot of things that could have been improved... buuuut... I had fun so it's okay.

Right now, I feel kinda torn. I can't make my own decisions... uh, sort of. It's more like I feel frustration since I can't feel my independence... I can't explain it. It's like, I wanna try out new things but at the back of my mind, I can hear my conscience saying "NO". I'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing though...

I guess I'll stay being a little girl 'til I graduate.

Another thing... I can't get rid of my stage fright... I tried playing the piano in public last Friday and I SUCKED. It's so annoying.

Everything seems to be annoying! What the F is wrong with me?! I'm losing my track again... (to think I should be able to stand up for myself and my choices) Please send me to the nearest repair center.


I'll find you
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Weee... It's finally over. I'm free for like, around 2 weeks. Well, better than not having a vacation at all, right?

Errr, I feel a bit down right now... I'm not really sure why though. It's a mixture of anxiousness, depression, withdrawal etc... Maybe its because I isolate myself too much from everyone... and then again maybe that's not it. Who knows? Who cares? I'm starting not to. (Probably my hormones are just dysfunctional as of the moment)

I have 28 days left and I still haven't found the answer. Time's ticking. I have to start moving right now... or else...

...?

"I know someplace, somehow, we'll be together... I WILL find you."